I think~~

After that day, i think u caught my heart with your smile. U make my heart beat faster than other did... The feeling of uncomfortable when only me and her around... scare of her... shy around her... wish i could have found this feeling earlier...

Merry Xmas Eve

Wow have been a great night yesterday, Thx to Hou, Loon, and other. Not to left out the only girl with me mee lee^^ You damn gorgeous man... OK here the story, we arrive at 9.30 and the disco were totally empty~~~!!!!
Shock me for awhile... but things turn up just in 30min.... more people arriving to the disco and it became damn crowded~~

This is all the drink we have but there another group with 5 bucket of tiger at another corner of the disco!!~~ shit.... keep going to toilet~~
And here all the people that join my party yestedary night

And this is my partner for yesterday^^haha

Met a lot of friend within Voodoo also.... damn siok man... Dance for whole night(tho i not good in dancing....)
It's great to count down and celebrate with u guys... hope this new year we can go the same thing again^^ Looking forward it

Why!!~

She told me she hurting someone that are treating her very good and she dun wan to hurt tat someone anymore. The one she refer is me... I just wanna treat her good and i dun any other thing in return, just hope she continue being my friend. That all... Pls dun treat me cruel

feel sad

Feeling sad recently, everything i done are not just right.... I dunno how to face this world... the reality. She wanna leave me... left me alone. haiz thought i know she got a bf but why cant i stay as her friend....

been thinking

After hearing how her bf family treat her, i feel guilty to make my step in them... Tho its hard but i can do it, i guess... i will give her up and went back to my world. That the only thing i can do. And focus in my job would be a better way to stay from her. bye

Tired and sick

Haiz... get sick right after finish my work.... Thought wanna go out and find my friend but then.... haiz.... anyway today got good news also... She told me that she actually love me, but still not the time to get with me. Tomolo go find her ba. So for now its time to sleep... good night