Decision

Love always happen among human because human have one thing that call heart. And i just went tru a relationship that i working so hard to maintain it, but i might be at my limit already. It's very tiring and suffering but i do admit that i was happy with it. It might seem stupid but i think it worth until now. But sometimes we, Human need to make a decision that they don't want to, and i guess that's the only thing i can do for us. If this will bring more happiness for all of us, then i think it's the right way. I been scolded by everyone, even a friend that i just met cause of my "cleverness". But love are blind, Its make human get into a dreamland if they don't know how to manage love. And i felt into it. Thing are just wonderful in the dreamland, but when this what i call wonderful turn into my nightmare, i start to close my eyes and wish i could find my way back to the wonderland. But I can't. Even how hard i tried to run, how hard i try to break this nightmare, i am still in it. I just dunno what i been tru, and it is time for me to snap out of it. Back to the world we call reality. Actually love are not everything, i just realize that around me there are a lot precious thing that I need to appreciate. Family and friends are my biggest asset. And i almost lost it all.
I hope those that reading my blog, remember this.
Love sometimes come with unhappy times but most of the time love are happiness.
If you found out that love bring suffering and sadness all the time, then that is not what we call love. I call myself idiot cause i am still suffering up until now. And i decided to slowly let it go.
I don't want other to be like me. Maybe there are no other's. I hope sooner or later i found my happiness.

I am sorry, I can't continue to keep my promises. But when you need me, I will stand out and help you, as a friend.