26-08-2010

Finally its the end for everything, actually i know this would come and i can't save it anymore. Once before my friend asked me, half year. How deep is my love for her, I can't answer it myself. I just silently thinking over there, but my friend say... i already gave him an answer. I was still blur about my answer.

My best friend, sabby call me when she saw what i posted in facebook. She was so care about me but i turn her down. Ended up she hanging up the call. I guess i already lost a lot of thing cause of this relationship and i don't want to lose more. Now is time for me to let everything go and be myself back. I mean my old self. Gonna focus in career and life. About love just put it away 1st la.

How long does a human life span can last? And how long does mine last? I dunno, maybe wont last long. another 20 years? I wish i could achieve what i want before the time come.

Enough of crying for me, enough of hurting for me, enough of thinking of her. No matter how hard i try to cling to thing relationship but when thing doesn't work out, it's time to let go. Sabby thank u, u really touched me, u told me that i was a good guy while i think i was not. I also not sure about it but here is something i can promise u now and forever, No matter what happen to u or me, our friendship will last eternally.

1 hour then i going to leave my old self behind me. Buried my love deep inside of me once again. A bright new day are yet to come, so I will move forward to my life.