The World Of Illusion

Illusion, something always appear in our life. But is it appear by coincidence or by our thought? I guess is all bout our self, who makes those illusion out. Maybe people were asking, what kind of illusion i was talking bout? Here i going to answer, Everything that cover our eyes to the truth. Sometime we just don't want to accept the fact that thing's were going out of order. That's why we choose to believe on the illusion that we created in our subconscious self. But why we wanna do it? As it going to hurt us deeper. People often said that we just trying to make thing's right, but can we really correct it to the time where everything never happen? No, I guess. And some also told me they done a lot of thing just to make them feel better, release stress... but HOW?? By hurting yourself? I guess it only making thing's worst... OK, maybe i what i said don't have point but what is the point to hurting yourself while that thing doesn't worth for it?

For me, i was living in my illusionary world. Claim that myself can always be there for someone, trusted that people will trust me as i was, Loving people as they were my only. But everything is not that simple. I can't be there for someone yet i don't have someone to trust on nor someone for me to truely love. Those sweet words, those sweet memory, those sweet stupid joke that we had... and the stupid thing we done together... is it just an illusion as well?

I gonna live my life for myself and make it better. So guy's out there, don't rely on other as it was ur life... stay strong. Be happy