Surprise

Wow, someone just send me a big surprise. I just remember how many hour have it pass since the word come out of my mouth... lets see... now is 6.25am... 31 hours 25min i guess... but thing changed so damn fast. Maybe it be better if thing just stay the way it was from the 1st. Or maybe thing were the same like 1st, but i was the one that think too much until i mixed it with virtual and reality. Here is virtual and where is reality? Dunno... maybe i shouldn't stalk on her profile and i never would discover the big surprise. Yeah she was in relationship with someone and i should be happy for her. But why despair shown deep inside me... Strom, she was just ur friend since the begining,and it will stay like tat forever.

For whole day i tried to hang out with my mom, sister then sing k with friend and went blow water with my friend, just to make myself happy abit, and when i just about to find her... and there is no reply. kinda hurt and sad. But lucky i take a nap and woke up now checking facebook... and now i cant fall back to sleep i guess...

Insomnia strike again...
i dunno what i wrote here....
just simple type what goes in my mind....

i thought of asking her to come by on saturday to join my friend party at club but now i guess there no need for it ady, she got a better guy will bring her out now.

just what the hell i was thinking now??

someone can chat with me?

THERE ARE NO ONE NOW>.< damn....
6.40am... i just smack the wall... and it end up my skin were torn...
bleed but seem like... something else hurt me more...

its the end of it now. im pulling out