Faith

Recently i found out that i really losing my faith toward human being. Everything seem to be fake to me. People, Word are thing that can't be prove by merely word's. Maybe i trusted someone too much until in the end, i end up breaking my faith by myself. When it come to something that i can't confirm about, there a lot of conclusion coming out of my mind. I will think will they lie to me about this and that, will they just merely giving all those empty words out just to make me shut up.

I don't think that i am that jerk already. Before this i was like a stupid idiotic guy that easily been cheat. Ya, i admit that i can easily believe in someone. Whatever they told me as long as it logic, i will believe it. But thing have changed since pass few year, and right now i just realize it's hard for me to believe in other's. Especially those that cheated me before.

Human, are just too unpredictable. At this very moment they could treat u as nice as they can but just a split second they could treat u as cold and as cruel as they were like animal brutally hunting down their prey. And they never thought that they might hurt someone. Ok, maybe they got think bout it but in physical way. They never think that they will end up breaking someone inner self, people trusted you and why should u break it? Can't u treat me as i treated u guys? I accepted u guys as my friend, best friend and lover. But no matter what lies does appear between all of us. Why thing like this should have get between us? Is it we can't live without mask on us? Can't we just be the way we suppose to be? Is it in this reality world there are nothing such as faith?