07-08-2010

Today u told me u going to singapore, and u told me at the last min. even tho i feel u put me in the last place but i dun blame u. I really dun wan u to go there by urself, as i am afraid of losing u again. But why, why would u let me know at the last moment. WHY? i damn sad. Been talking with u for 2 hour plus, i told u everything i keep in heart for so long. All i can do have already been done. There no other thing i can do. I said before that i wont cry for u anymore but i cant hold myself. As i was driving back, my tear flow out. My emotion break down. I cant hold myself... As i was typing thing blog, my tears flow again. I wanna hug u longer than just now. I hope u remember ur promise to me.