Everything in this world just about money. Money here and there. I know that money can brought a lot of thing but there is something i dun understand and confused with, money can even buy relationship and friendship. WTF~~!!
Family also need money. How useless am i while i cant even helped my brother. What else i can do except going like this? I dunno what to said or maybe should i said i dunno how to express everything
Saturday, October 23, 2010
Monday, October 11, 2010
Gray
For the past few days, we just keep on arguing. Sometimes just by small thing and just now we argue again. Words always the strongest weapon to hurt someone feeling. But words of misunderstanding hurt more. U were sensitive and i know about it. I just wanna ask u rather is it like tat but end up u get angry. I said earlier, its on ur decision. But maybe what i choose will be better for u. For 2 days continuesly i made u cried. And for all the time u met me up until now... u know how many times i made u cried.
And i wanted this to be the last time. It wont happen anymore
And i wanted this to be the last time. It wont happen anymore
Wednesday, October 6, 2010
A blog post
My friend posted a blog and i dunno rather who she was talking bout. Could feel her feeling in it but what to do. I just dun have the chance to talk nicely with her anymore. She mention about "what really hurt was the fact that it seems as if I dont deserve an explanation from you" but why she wanna think so? everyone deserve to get it just to know whats going on but seem like bfore this when i told her, she just being cold and refuse to hear me out. Well if u ever saw this post, then i hope U will try to understand one person more in heart. cause every single human being got different personality. Good luck to ya
The face behind the mask!~
I just tried an application from facebook and well it was damn accurate. Here i gonna post it out
It's says
What kind of person are you?
Dear Strom Lau, You are an outgoing and cheerful person. Although you get frustrated sometimes, you get through hard times easily and are joyful again.
Your friendly personality makes you attractive in the eyes of the opposite sex, but this makes your spouse feel insecure. Your lack of emotion is a disadvantage, but your candor has made you popular.
Conclusion: ...
웃 : Friends of your gender find it hard to understand you.
웃 : You have an innocent thinking.
웃 : But it attracts members of the opposite sex.
well i hope people who know me did really read my blog as this is my true self if u dun understand me
I am outgoing cause if i stuck in house i can tried to hang myself to death^^
Cheerful cause i think tho my life is hard but there always a solution, so smile and face it
I easily get frustrated cause i am emotional too
My friendly personality make me happy and sad sometimes cause i get more friend this is the happy part but i could make people feel unsecure or they will think i dun have time for them
Hmm, gotta admit that i got the quality of being honest and telling the truth, especially about a difficult or embarrassing subject and this is what make me kinda popular^^
Kinda agree with the conclusion thing but the last one... i dun think i attract anyone .... sad T-T
I might be keeping all my thing inside myself cause i dun wan to show to other how weak i was. I tried to be strong but sometimes the burden is too much.
To those tat hear my voice bfore, thx u all so much cause u are my precious dear friend.
sometime we need to live behind a mask just to prevent our weakness been shown to others
It's says
What kind of person are you?
Dear Strom Lau, You are an outgoing and cheerful person. Although you get frustrated sometimes, you get through hard times easily and are joyful again.
Your friendly personality makes you attractive in the eyes of the opposite sex, but this makes your spouse feel insecure. Your lack of emotion is a disadvantage, but your candor has made you popular.
Conclusion: ...
웃 : Friends of your gender find it hard to understand you.
웃 : You have an innocent thinking.
웃 : But it attracts members of the opposite sex.
well i hope people who know me did really read my blog as this is my true self if u dun understand me
I am outgoing cause if i stuck in house i can tried to hang myself to death^^
Cheerful cause i think tho my life is hard but there always a solution, so smile and face it
I easily get frustrated cause i am emotional too
My friendly personality make me happy and sad sometimes cause i get more friend this is the happy part but i could make people feel unsecure or they will think i dun have time for them
Hmm, gotta admit that i got the quality of being honest and telling the truth, especially about a difficult or embarrassing subject and this is what make me kinda popular^^
Kinda agree with the conclusion thing but the last one... i dun think i attract anyone .... sad T-T
I might be keeping all my thing inside myself cause i dun wan to show to other how weak i was. I tried to be strong but sometimes the burden is too much.
To those tat hear my voice bfore, thx u all so much cause u are my precious dear friend.
sometime we need to live behind a mask just to prevent our weakness been shown to others
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
tired~wanted to rest
Today went to sunway pyramid with Isaac wong, Michie foo, Ann lau(my dear sister).... so many thing have happen and finally i can take a rest. lost my job, lost someone i care, been say i very fa fit recently with girl (thx to veron), hmm pay for repairing the car mean i dun have money ady, Haiz...
But get something in exchange, met my fellow isaac wong after 11 years din met, then something funny happen to him.... get to know his friend slyvie h'ng... not a bad girl, well she was always laughing(something wrong with her), it was fun watching both of them... isaac tease her and she slap him, poke him but he just dun stop>.< then funny thing between him and michie happen and turn into chaos.
well was a funny thing to remember it... Isaac, i going to tease u forever with it^^
disappointed with people that dun understand me, or maybe i dunno express myself ba.
dun care, cause i am who i am. Hmm lets see at sunway pyramid, met up with eugene chan, alex ong and one of his friend, but dunno what is her name XD. sorry if u happen to saw this post.
well this is a very confusing post cause i just post whatever cross my mind now.
wanted to met someone damn much but its end up not showing up, she got send me a msg and it make me totally speechless. saw her wall post for a song and look like things going well on her side. well if she lose the bet then i can request anything, well hope u saw it... rather u lose or not this is for u. My request is live ur life happily. Its on my mind since the day we started the bet. and it will always be the same one. this will be my final request to u
But get something in exchange, met my fellow isaac wong after 11 years din met, then something funny happen to him.... get to know his friend slyvie h'ng... not a bad girl, well she was always laughing(something wrong with her), it was fun watching both of them... isaac tease her and she slap him, poke him but he just dun stop>.< then funny thing between him and michie happen and turn into chaos.
well was a funny thing to remember it... Isaac, i going to tease u forever with it^^
disappointed with people that dun understand me, or maybe i dunno express myself ba.
dun care, cause i am who i am. Hmm lets see at sunway pyramid, met up with eugene chan, alex ong and one of his friend, but dunno what is her name XD. sorry if u happen to saw this post.
well this is a very confusing post cause i just post whatever cross my mind now.
wanted to met someone damn much but its end up not showing up, she got send me a msg and it make me totally speechless. saw her wall post for a song and look like things going well on her side. well if she lose the bet then i can request anything, well hope u saw it... rather u lose or not this is for u. My request is live ur life happily. Its on my mind since the day we started the bet. and it will always be the same one. this will be my final request to u
Saturday, October 2, 2010
Hesitation
Another day have passed, yet there are no changes of what have happen. From day to night i was thinking, which is right and which is wrong. If I'm the one who did it wrong i would just appologize for what i have did but i just can't figure what i did wrong. Everything like a nightmare that come too sudden. Can't say that i did nothing wrong cause i wrote something that is hurtful but I got my personality and i dun think that much people will just step on it cause it seldom happen. But it did happen now and i was frustrated about it.
And now were 5am in the morning... i just back from club with my friend to release my tension. Thing finally get easy but... when i turn on my msn and saw someone, i just cant stop myself from being heartache. I thought every way that connected with it will just been blocked like earlier in facebook. But it appear that i can still click on the profile and msn still can see it on. I already opened the chat box at msn but i dunno what should i say at this moment... it not that i still angry but the hesitation in my heart stop me from pressing any simple msg as hi.
Yeah i am a guy with strong personality, if thing get over my head then i will just fight back. I am taurus. And i always will be one. It not that i dun wan to appology
but it because i done ntg wrong at the begining. Tho this simple word might fix everything but it also a word tat meant to tell when u done something wrong
And now were 5am in the morning... i just back from club with my friend to release my tension. Thing finally get easy but... when i turn on my msn and saw someone, i just cant stop myself from being heartache. I thought every way that connected with it will just been blocked like earlier in facebook. But it appear that i can still click on the profile and msn still can see it on. I already opened the chat box at msn but i dunno what should i say at this moment... it not that i still angry but the hesitation in my heart stop me from pressing any simple msg as hi.
Yeah i am a guy with strong personality, if thing get over my head then i will just fight back. I am taurus. And i always will be one. It not that i dun wan to appology
but it because i done ntg wrong at the begining. Tho this simple word might fix everything but it also a word tat meant to tell when u done something wrong
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