Hesitation

Another day have passed, yet there are no changes of what have happen. From day to night i was thinking, which is right and which is wrong. If I'm the one who did it wrong i would just appologize for what i have did but i just can't figure what i did wrong. Everything like a nightmare that come too sudden. Can't say that i did nothing wrong cause i wrote something that is hurtful but I got my personality and i dun think that much people will just step on it cause it seldom happen. But it did happen now and i was frustrated about it.

And now were 5am in the morning... i just back from club with my friend to release my tension. Thing finally get easy but... when i turn on my msn and saw someone, i just cant stop myself from being heartache. I thought every way that connected with it will just been blocked like earlier in facebook. But it appear that i can still click on the profile and msn still can see it on. I already opened the chat box at msn but i dunno what should i say at this moment... it not that i still angry but the hesitation in my heart stop me from pressing any simple msg as hi.

Yeah i am a guy with strong personality, if thing get over my head then i will just fight back. I am taurus. And i always will be one. It not that i dun wan to appology
but it because i done ntg wrong at the begining. Tho this simple word might fix everything but it also a word tat meant to tell when u done something wrong