Wednesday, November 10, 2010

10/11/2010

Phew the day passed and now its 11/11/2010. What a bad day for me. Been arguing with my father on a serious matter where it involve my sibling also. What da hell if what we said is for his own good and he doesn't listen to... I was like been arguing with him for an hour and what i get asking me to leave... Wait i did leave my house 4 years ago and i can do it again. If not because of my youngest sister, i won't be coming back to this house and seeing ur fucking face. Was finding someone to lend me a shoulder but end up the one that i wanna find the most are unreachable but someone really nice ended up calling me, comfort me. If not for some reason, I might be giving all i had to get her. If one day, i can just put down all those burden on my shoulder, how good will it be? I was thinking all over and i was too tired. Fall asleep until 6 plus where my mother call me to wake me up.

Apparently, i dunno what i want to do anymore. And i lost all my faith toward him. I wanna find my own life where i can be happy and free. I dun wan to be tie up by all those problem he cause anymore.

Now were 4.03am and i just drank another bottle of tiger. Wanted to sleep but feel hungry... Why at time like this =.=
And i am missing someone so badly, as i look to her profile and her blog. I just knew that i lost connection with her. It's like i dunno a lot of thing that happening to her. Maybe she find her life and being happy with. And one thing that makes me very happy is in her blog she mention about someone asking her to smoke but ended up she didn't smoke. What a news. Tho it might not be me that change her but i am happy for her.

It's time to sleep as i am damn tired for what happen yesterday. Good night

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