Aurora in front of me

Today i view their friendster, pinky and her bf profiles, and i found out a msg she leave on his profiles. The date for it was 1st of october. That mean just last month and 2 week bfore i met her. I think she quarrel with him ba, she said in the sentence "she dun wan to always continue like this, its been several time they break and get back. She so tired of this. She wanna love him always". When i see this, i feel up sad but that is her feeling that time and i wonder what her feeling now if she have to write something on his profiles again. Will she talk about love him always? or will she just take thing lighter cause i'm here for her? I dunno, and I wanna know about it. Hope i can control time, as i can turn back time backward or forward to prevent from meeting her or to discover what lies on future. But i know i can't control time and i wont have that kind of ability. So i just can hope and do my best for her.