This post is on 21-November-2009(sorry for the late post)
This morning is a good start for everything, she want to met me and so does i.
Thought went to find her but her friend call me to help up for her laptop problem.
Surely i thought after i fixed the problem just went to find her, so i decided to met at the same place she working at with her friend. I didn't said it not my fault at all but then i really wrong cause didn't went to find her 1st instead of meeting her friend. She get angry bout this, I dunno which way to go. Before i went back i asked a boy that work with her to come down and i pass him a bread to send to her. Then this boy ask me something via sms, i told him i might give up on her but then i couldn't. She saw the sms and she told me if want give up on her then just give up.
i dunno what to say, feel happy or what. She went to pub tonight... with her friend or mayb with her boyfriend. I worried about her cause she just ate a bread and going to take alcohol now(1.20am/malaysia). I wonder have she went home now, or is she still with her friend at disco/pub.
To care but cannot show it out.
To love but cannot express it out.
To continue but have to think for her.
Why thing end up so rough, or is it I'm the one that think too much about it.
I hope thing will calm down a few day later for I maybe will leave malaysia. I wanna get with her and spend some more time with her before i leave here.
The boy from her shop willie p.m. me tru msn.
He encourage me to continue on her, but leave her be what she was now.
One day i will have my chance. Is it real? Is it just a simple encouragement or is there something he know that i dunno. When is the fog around me can disappear and show me the answer?
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